Personally, I’m a mess of conflicting impulses — I’m independent and greedy and I also want to belong and share and be a part of the whole.by Richard Siken, Spork Editor’s Pages: Black Telephone (via wordsnquotes)
I have such a good boyfriend who treats me better than anyone
…yet lately I cant stop thinking about the guy before him, who I had no closure with, who never respected my time but the chemistry was so intense. I feel so guilty.
But in that moment I understood what they say about nostalgia, that no matter if you’re thinking of something good or bad, it always leaves you a little emptier afterward.by John Corey Whaley, Noggin (via wordsnquotes)
… killing yourself amounts to confessing. It is confessing that life is too much for you or that you do not understand it… It is merely confessing that it ‘is not worth the trouble.’ Living, naturally, is never easy. You continue making the gestures commanded by existence for many reasons, the first of which is habit. Dying voluntarily implies that you have recognized, even instinctively, the ridiculous character of that habit, the absence of any profound reason for living, the insane character of that daily agitation and the uselessness of suffering.by